Here we go again, it's MST week! Sounds like egggggcitingz!
NORRRRRTTTTTTT. (inside joke for me and shin HAHA)
Anyway term's over which means I have only 7 weeks of curriculum time left in SP. That's 35 days exactly, leaving out weekends. Oh my gosh... ): I DON'T WANNA GRADUATE YET!!!!!
Okay a lot lined up (as usual) for the short break.
1. ZOUKOUT! :D
2. Work work work!! I want to earn moolah and save save save.
3. Okay lah earn moolah can party a bit also, heh.
4. BLOODY BEETROOTS COMING TO SG ON THE LAST WEEKEND OF THE HOLIDAYS AHHHH!!!
5. Buying myself an Xmas gift at the Swee Lee sale!!! OMG exciting much.
6. Host party for Countdown 2010?????
7. Su coming back, there is a proposed OBar night on 23rd!
8. I want to go KL Zouk leh.....
Okay before all that I have to conquer 3 papers.
Anyway I gotta get this off my chest.
I hate the fact that I'm just gonna stand at the sidelines to watch again just when I thought I stood barely a slight chance. Yeah, you could be just "grabbing another opportunity" but I know you, and if a better opportunity comes along, the old opportunity can throw away. I hate to say this but it's very errr, superficial? Yeah something like that. And I don't like it when you do this to my friend(s). You can do it to any Tom, Dick or Harry, but NOT to people who mean a lot to me. And maybe I'm sorry that I don't feel like talking to you nowadays but I just... don't feel like it.
And to you, how can I really ever talk to you if there's anything bothering me when you are the subject? I wish I could tell you how I feel like some spare tire and how shitty you are making me feel. And you probably don't feel that there's anything wrong at all. I don't know why are you affecting me this much, or why I even helped you again for the 2nd time, or why I even told you about your possible chance. Please don't waste your chance and make something good out of it because at least, I know, you will be one happy MK.
Now lemme go make myself feel better.
